my final emotional post before im a happy man.HAHA.

This will be the final time i will post traces of emotional trauma etc etc.haha.

Warum mussten Sie mein Herz brechen?
Ich liebte Sie so viel und noch tun. :(
Sie sagen, dass es Sie betrifft, aber Sie lügen.
Vertrauen Sie mir, im das Tun meines Bestess, Sie, aber sein schwieriges nicht zu hassen.
Warum ich?
Ich frage mich, warum tun, liebe ich Sie, wenn Sie mich schlecht dreimal verletzen.

I feel better now.Oh dont worry,the words there are written by me.Hee.Improving right?Okay la at least I try.

I just realise apocalypse is coming.Look at the signs given by islam,such as woman singers and many more,made me realise i have no time to waste.

So close.yet so far.
Oh gosh so tempting.
But i swore never to do it again.

I'll be happy by this friday:)

Ich muss lieben :(
Ich vermisse Sie.
Period.

nervous

Nervous sick.
total disarray.
damn you.

:)

Omg Japs are so funny.I want that kinda fund to do pranks haha.
Hell week is coming soon.
But its okay:)

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This is the lowest point of my life.
I've never felt so alone before facing challenges.
Im emotionally beaten by everything.
With A's looming closer,I wanna survive it.

Wept at the mosque.
Stupid me

I just need refuge.
Tell me how.

:)

To think I cried a river.

Hello im left with a few critical days before my hell week.I just dont want to burn out.

These visions.Hope there are true.
I need to dispel away my hate.

Oh I swear mark lim head is like a stone.He headbutted me haha!

bye:)

complication

Square and circle.Two shapes,two different meanings.

Oh im so into 3oh!3 now haha.Dont trust a whore,never trust a whore!!haha.Anywhoo,today first paper,was okay but challenging.The talk with zhafri was as always juicy at best.:)

I decided i need to contribute back to the world.There are people who are suffering much worse than i am.And I cant really say im leading a bad life cause like i said,there are people worse off.So i'll prolly volunteer after my A's.

Hmm.SLUT SLUT SLUT.:)I love it when no one knows what the hell im talking about haha.
Looking forward to contract working :)


Dunia ini penuh sandiwara.Why?Cause its a mad world.
God save the queen.HAHA.and my family and me:)

alternative outlook in life

I find life much more pleasant now.I love my family and friends.Hmm.I just wonder why everything is so paradoxical.I mean i love and hate peace.I dont prefer staying at home cause i'll get bored and start thinking crap.Anyway,i love shopping for groceries and cooking.Just made nasi briyani today lol.Maybe this is the feminine side of me ahaha!On a serious side,I just want to live life peacefully.Another emotional phrase that i came up,Dont love someone too much till it hurts.Go and think about that.

Studied with my jars clique again.I swear its endless fun and nonsense everytime We're together.Holland V has a mosque!A very small and cute mosque i may add.




Tommorrow is my paper.Another week is hell week.I wanna pull through alive.

I dont like the first day of every month:(